God, You've Memorized Me

I had been in the middle of the storm.

My soul asked, "Where do I look, God? I cannot see you."

I was blinded by the chaos...Couldn't focus much on anything.

Ahh, there are so many distractions keeping me from you, oh God.

The enemy keeps coming at me with drama and foolishness, but it looks so real.

Almost believed him...that devil.

I hear a song breaking through the atmosphere around me. I am covered. You know me, God.

You have calmed the waves of the crashing seas. Taught me how to walk on water.

I can see now. I am in the place where I belong...I am well covered in your hands. The storm is forgotten when I am where I belong. How could I have ever, ever wandered from you? The air I breathe, my energy, my strength, my LOVE! I am your Beloved. You memorized me, every detail.

"Be Loved," you said, "allow me to love you. You don't have to work for it. You never had to earn it."

"Ahh, my LOVE! How you have captured my heart!" My soul exclaimed into the silence.

Light has broken through. Nothing is ever hidden from you, my LOVE.

I am free. Revelation!

Ohhh, I am yours! How you captivate me! Your love has ravished my heart and has overtaken me!

You are mine. 

God, show me your heart, pull me in closer, closer...closer still. I remember now...

You created my inmost being...
all the days ordained for me were written in your book
before one of them came to be.
17 How precious to me are your thoughts, God!
How vast is the sum of them!
18 Were I to count them,
they would outnumber the grains of sand—    
when I awake, I am still with you, 
(NIV 2011, www.biblegateway.com, Psalm 139).

You have memorized me, my LOVE.



Lyrics to "You Know Me" by Bethel Music

You have been
And You will be
And You have seen
And You will see

You know when I rise and when I fall
When I come or go, You see it all
You hung the stars and You move the sea,
And still You know me

Oh, You know me, Oh

And nothing is hidden from Your sight
Wherever I go, You find me
And You know every detail of my life
And You are God and You don't miss a thing

And nothing is hidden from Your sight
Wherever I go, You find me
And You know every detail of my life
And You are God and You don't miss a thing

Oh, You know me
Oh, You know me
Oh, You know me, Oh

You memorize me
You have been
And You will be
You have seen
And You will see

You know when I rise and when I fall
When I come or go, You see it all
You hung the stars and You move the sea,
And still You know me
Oh , You know me